Week Three

Sunday: May 11, 2003

Help has GOT to be on the way!

Well, i'm up at school. I drove from San Francisco to Rexburg in two days. I guess i'm ok. My car is ok and that's the important thing. I've got a job interview on tuesday. My ex boyfriend called me from the field. I don't know where he is. I worry about him. I worry about all those boys over sea's. I guess i'm just a worry wort like that. My room mates are cool i guess. I have a nazi room mate who wont share anything. It really bothers me. When you live in an apartment with room mates you have to share things. it's the way it works. she's getting married sonn. i just hope her husband is prepared to buy his own silverware.

Tuesday: May 13,2003

Murphy's Law in Action!

There this really hot guy named Aaron here. I'm determined to NOT bring up my past. AT ALL! I'd love to date him, like REALLY like to date him. I just don't know if i'm his type. donnu, I mean i do kinda know. I know i'm not getting married this year. Mom said God was PREPARING a guy for me. That means he's probably on a mission. I just really wish i knew who it was! I guess that's my assignment forr the year. earn to be satisfied with not knowing. But i'm never satisfied with not knowing. My vice indeed. :)

Wednesday: May 14, 2003

Progress is law. . . right?

Well, Garett is pretty cool. WE moved the tv closer to the couches. We also put the chairs outside. We had these gross D.I. chairs we named chachi and herman. Chachi is pink and herman is obnotious orange. It's out there on the balcony. Very college. It's the first "normal" college experience. It's wonderful! With Garrett around I feel like i'm AT college. Me and stephanie agree that it's not fair that WE attempt to keep the apartment clean and no one else does. I'm going to talk to the head resident about the whole thing. It's really not ok thing at all. I wonder what chris is doing right now. Lea made me a part of the activities commitee because aaron is on it. Kind of a goofy reason, but no one asked me. I just don't know how to pick up guys i guess.

Thursday: May 15, 2003

Well, it's been a week since i hear from chris. James isn't doing well either, but i can't get ahold of him. I always feel so responcible when i can't reach him. There's a lot of thinder today. I haven't seen much lightening, but the thunder is awesome. We should probably move the chairs inside. That would be the SMART thing to do. Summer showers are fun. really enjoy this guy aaron. I hope i can get to know him. Be his friend if nothing more. just someone to hang out with.

Sunday: May 18,2003

Heaven help me i've done it now!

I have war chior today. I'm not exactly sure how this is going to work. We're going to work on hymn #1. I hope it goes well. Stephanie and Garretthave been awesome at supporting me. I'm not going to ask them to come to chior I know garrett doesn't want to go. I really wish I had a relationship like stephanie and Garrett. This hot guy up here is REALLY hot. I just wish i knew what he thought of me. That would make MY life so much easier. But sometiimes God decides to make us stronger by not making our lives easier. I will have to just buck up and be tough about the whole thing. My handwriting is really messy. I wonder if anyone ever reads this. It's not all that interesting. Jason should be home today. I think that i will talk to jason about ending our relationship. We aren't even friends anymore. I believe that a large part of that is me. I'm SO different that is's hard to talk with him the same as before. Ok so i can invite aaron over to garretts tonight, but what time? and i have to be back at 8 so... maybe another day. I'll ask him. we get out at 1 so dinner at 2, leave by 3:30 that will put us there at 4, we can hang out till 7. sounds good to me. Boy i am sticking me neck out on this one. I really hope that he's not all freaked out. I'd Like to be his friend. But i don't want to push it.


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		Sunday: May 11, 2003 Help has GOT to be on the way! Well, i'm up at school. I drove from San Francisco to Rexburg in two days. I guess i'm ok. My car is ok and that's the important thing. I've got a job interview on tuesday. My ex boyfriend called me from the field. I don't know where he is. I worry about him. I worry about all those boys over sea's. I guess i'm just a worry wort like that. My room mates are cool i guess. I have a nazi room mate who wont share anything. It really bothers me. When you live in an apartment with room mates you have to share things. it's the way it works. she's getting married sonn. i just hope her husband is prepared to buy his own silverware. Tuesday: May 13,2003 Murphy's Law in Action! There this really hot guy named Aaron here. I'm determined to NOT bring up my past. AT ALL! I'd love to date him, like REALLY like to date him. I just don't know if i'm his type. donnu, I mean i do kinda know. I know i'm not getting married this year. Mom said God was PREPARING a guy for me. That means he's probably on a mission. I just really wish i knew who it was! I guess that's my assignment forr the year. earn to be satisfied with not knowing. But i'm never satisfied with not knowing. My vice indeed. :) Wednesday: May 14, 2003 Progress is law. . . right? Well, Garett is pretty cool. WE moved the tv closer to the couches. We also put the chairs outside. We had these gross D.I. chairs we named chachi and herman. Chachi is pink and herman is obnotious orange. It's out there on the balcony. Very college. It's the first "normal" college experience. It's wonderful! With Garrett around I feel like i'm AT college. Me and stephanie agree that it's not fair that WE attempt to keep the apartment clean and no one else does. I'm going to talk to the head resident about the whole thing. It's really not ok thing at all. I wonder what chris is doing right now. Lea made me a part of the activities commitee because aaron is on it. Kind of a goofy reason, but no one asked me. I just don't know how to pick up guys i guess. Thursday: May 15, 2003 Well, it's been a week since i hear from chris. James isn't doing well either, but i can't get ahold of him. I always feel so responcible when i can't reach him. There's a lot of thinder today. I haven't seen much lightening, but the thunder is awesome. We should probably move the chairs inside. That would be the SMART thing to do. Summer showers are fun. really enjoy this guy aaron. I hope i can get to know him. Be his friend if nothing more. just someone to hang out with. Sunday: May 18,2003 Heaven help me i've done it now! I have war chior today. I'm not exactly sure how this is going to work. We're going to work on hymn #1. I hope it goes well. Stephanie and Garretthave been awesome at supporting me. I'm not going to ask them to come to chior I know garrett doesn't want to go. I really wish I had a relationship like stephanie and Garrett. This hot guy up here is REALLY hot. I just wish i knew what he thought of me. That would make MY life so much easier. But sometiimes God decides to make us stronger by not making our lives easier. I will have to just buck up and be tough about the whole thing. My handwriting is really messy. I wonder if anyone ever reads this. It's not all that interesting. Jason should be home today. I think that i will talk to jason about ending our relationship. We aren't even friends anymore. I believe that a large part of that is me. I'm SO different that is's hard to talk with him the same as before. Ok so i can invite aaron over to garretts tonight, but what time? and i have to be back at 8 so... maybe another day. I'll ask him. we get out at 1 so dinner at 2, leave by 3:30 that will put us there at 4, we can hang out till 7. sounds good to me. Boy i am sticking me neck out on this one. I really hope that he's not all freaked out. I'd Like to be his friend. But i don't want to push it.