I had a lot of stuff written, about how depressed I am. I gues I'll give you the long and the short of it. I feel like killing myself. If I could I would.. I will probably do it tonight. I have it all set up. It wont even hurt much at all. Just one little cup... kool-aide. Simple, and yet sweet. Jonnhan doesn't have time to be my friend. A man who screwed me over once before has decided to show up again. He apologized, but at this point I'll be dead before He gets His second chance.